BLOGGY- for some reason easier to keep than a diary. And much, much easier to keep than a dairy.

Hello!

Hello! -hi!- s'me!!

Cor...it sure is bloggy in here...  compulsion- will- be- the- death- of- me.

 I think a sketchbook or a bit of singing or a good walk, or a martial art, are good ways to help one cope with depression and anxiety- also, alcohol and heroin, or just painkillers if you want to keep within the law.  Yes, also- yoga. MEDITATIONINGS. Deep breaths.

Here is what i did yesterday... -don't worry, it's not all 'and then i did this... and then i did that... and then his head fell off!' ... not that you were worrying of course.

If you want to sing this song yourself- please do- it's to be sang in a sort of whining apologetic way- not melodious- slightly croaky, bit sad, but- ultimately- meaningless.

Cappo 5  cover 2/ 2&3 then 3&4 then 2&3 then 2& 3^rd fret 3

Sister (26julyb)

Sister I’m sorry I left you in the cold,

Sister, I’m sorry –I left you in the cold—

Your skin----so white---

Your hair dark as night---

And I had to –leave you-

-i---was afraid---

Sister- I’m sorry I left you in the cold-

Sisters I grow more sorry----as I grow more old---

Warmth is hard to come by

In my white walled cell

Sister I’m so sorry but don’t you worry-

I’ve made my own hell-

Sister- your skin so white-

Your hair as dark as the night-

Your eyes on me again-

And you my only friend-

Sister I’m so sorry-----I left you in the cold-

Sister I grow more sorry as I----- grow more old---ooooooh-oooh-woo-hooo-oooh-oh?

-------(gentle)----your softness --------------your softness---------

...and below- another song i made yesterday- so cheerful! Such fun!

Death

(cappo 5…messing…) (rolling slow)

Aaaaaaaaaaa-oh-ooooh-aaaaaah-ah…. Etc…….-ooooooooooooooooooh (high)

Bird flies,

Tree stands,

People die,

The same as all

Animals.

Oooh-oh.

Don’t fear,

Now

Is here.

(sigh)

-and finally...
'Dear Wendy' is a good film. He is too clever he is- it makes my ears curl.